my baby shower!

well it was last sat. but i havent had a chance to update lol...

anyway it went pretty well! i think about 17 people came all in all. i got alot of loot, but not much off of my registry :( thats ok this last week i think i got a majority of the reaming stuff, now i need to get a smaller bag, a healthy kit with the boogie sucker and what not, baby meds...little stuff like that! im having second thoughts on breastfeeding. i know its best for her, but i want kris and alexis to be able to feed her too and i am being told not to pump for first few weeks....i dont know! i will try it...worst case senerio...ill stop....i dont i guess i have to see if i get any breastmilk first!! lol anyway here are pics...







my MIL had to made me a ribbon hat...



me and Jenny with our bellies :)


the LOOT!



^^ jenny made me these! arent they so cute! i hope lilys feet can fit into the booties lol






I will post some of lilys bed and stuff when im done getting it all together :) im so excited and ready for her to be here!!! it feels like shes never going to make her debut!!

i have dr appt this thursday, and then another US for growth the thursday after (the 9th). I am tying to figure out how to get a video uploaded onto my computer, but i got a ood video of her moving the other day! anyway thats all for now!

Its baby shower day!

well u read it today is my baby shower! ive been looking forward to this day for awhile, but today comes and sadly..i woke up crying. i just cant get over that my mom isnt here. I had a feeling this would happen. I dont know if its the things around me....but i just...i always saw this day with her...and its like something is missing....i will remember this day for the rest of my life probably....i dont want to be sad. i hope everything goes well and the games go ok. i hope everyone gets along ok. im going to try not orrying about everything...but i know thats not going to happen. i will post pics later on tonight, prayin i can stop crying and be happy......give me strength...

update on things....28 weeks!

well i had a perinatologist appt this last thursday and the news was good!!!

my placenta previa has moved and is now ok for me to have a vaginal birth YAY!! everything with lily is good! she is measurign 2 1/2 weeks ahead, and is weighing 3 lbs 6oz already and is 16 inches long!! shes my chubby bubby!!!

shes deff. growing. its so weird to watch her move in my belly. it still hasnt really sunk in yet. i have all this baby stuff but....i dont know how to describe it! my baby shower is in 6 DAYS!! OMG seems like just yesterday it was forever to go...im excited, anxious, worried, and sad all the same time. excited for the obvious reasons, anxious because i just want it to be here, worried about of how things will turn out...if everyone will get along...f every one will have fun....worried how everything will go.....sad because my momma wont be here, and i know she would have loved to be. miss ya momma!

i got my dress for the shower, it is cute! im planning on letting my mother in law and cousin decorate and prep while i go get my nails and feet done, then will come and get ready!!! anyway thats the update.....i will upload belly pics soon....im getting even more whalish if thats possible LOL

3D pics and Update....

Hello! i havent posted in awhile.

things are a such a stand still life wise.....memorial day weekend we went to beach, last weekend we went to movies and i went to yoga w/ Jenny.... other than that....same shit different day!!

work is ahhh work..... its weird, do i want to go back or do i really want to stay home?? my ideal situation would be to not work til after first of year. i would like to take some classes during winter semester if Lily permits....and $$ of course. Alexis is getting excited about Lily's pending arrival.....we have discussed it after much begging by her...we have desided if i CAN deliver her vaginal, she will be in the room. she knows that babys come out of there...she just doesnt know how they get there?? lol i figure....PERFECT BIRTH CONTROL....for future anyway.

kris wont be able to make it to my U/S on the 11th so i made him take me for a private one....and man i am in LOVE!!! Lily is so beautiful. and i know i am bias...but man.... if she has kris's butt and my boobs MAN we need to start buyin guns NOW lol...(she must sense i am writting about her cuz she kickin up a storm now :) ) anyway here are some pictures....she had her thumb in her mouth for a good portion of the scan....she gets that from Alexis :)....

My little love...

I miss her.....and shes sittin with me...well...in me lol....ugh under 100 days left......i cant wait til she is almost here!!!!!! only 2 more weeks til baby shower....now im excited for that...but scARED.. what if no one has fun? what if no one shows????? oh well....